The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

told you i cannot seem to get any work done. heh.

well well, my comment box is up and running!!! thanks mummy!!!

its like 2am in the morning. why am i still up you may ask, was clearin the computer and now tryin to start on some work.

I think that i will be a panda tmr. actually i meant to say later. heh. but oh well, i have yet to start on my e journal.

went out for lunch with the family and it was like the first proper lunch that i can recall having with them since startin attachment. Went out to town for a while. Bought Back to Bedlam. Freakin good.

Met alot of people in town, Trevor, Corinne, Sabrina (ac), Ker Yew and Ker Min.. that was good enough for me.

Was hatting with susu online just now and boy, do i miss him. We were talkin aout the good old times, and the things we did in AC debates. BP Pairs again anyone? I miss working with him, i miss chattin with him.

Oh, Arabian Nite on Saturday was da bomb! it got like a HUGE crowd. which was good. this tie got to sit in the harem thanks to a darling. and cranberry, thanks for the pic! haha lets leave it as such, where we will never reveal his identity and face? not online at least.

Buttercup called me today, wanting to me and go jaan jalan but was with my brother. o well, there woill always be another time i guess.

i do not want to do my e journal now.

and i lurve lurve lurve the high society collection!

still high on medication and drowsy drowsy...

lookin forward to the week ahead? yes and no.

Only saving grace might be seeing beng and blossom. hahaha

For the first time in the 4 months that I have been attached to Sentosa, I went to the doc today.

Sinus infection, that is what he says. So there is quire a bit of med to take. A pity that they arent in cute little shapes and colours that will encourage me to take them.

Med makes me drowsy, so I talk in a funny manner that some pple like chris find interesting. Floaty and high, thats what i feel and people say i look like. hmm...

Bumped into Matrix today. Asked for his number, and cute enough, he calls me later when he reaches Mermaid Bar to ask how is my name spelt. Heh.

The last few days were nice i guess. Working late into the night, and suffering from all the funny symptoms that made me decide to finally go to the doc (and some people actually rejoiced that i went to the doc!)

Wed was some event at Images. A trade launch for people from event companies I think. It was pretty lavish, and nice. A bruised elbow received enough attention, and the pain was soothed with a Beng's kiss! *blush*

I miss cranberry. And boy am i freaked out by how my daddy made some comments about some people. It is true, i need to be wary of people. I just wish I knew how to go about it. Knowing me, I will somehow land myself in a spot again.

I miss tons of people. But oh well, work is work. Back to work.

Yes, still in the office. Only diff is that I have punched out and working at my own time and pace. Strange enough, under med, Somehow am more focused. heh. Go figure.

Let me see, other hen the fact that i have been stuck in the office for the last 2 days. Cranberry and strawberry went down to Mermaid bar again today!!! woohoo!!!

It was really relaxing i must say. And man, I love the place and the people! Had a cheeseburger for dinner, with Ruffles chips and Pokka green tea! *slurp*

Last night was nice, buttercup waited for me and we headed to seah im for dinner. He forced me to share roti john. And we chatted. boy am i glad to know buttercup better and well, he seems to really think that it is very possible between me and this certain someone. hmm.. interesting but I really am trying not to think about it.

And oh, strange things happened. This guy from the past (no, i was not with him but he was going after me), decides to contact me again. Somehow sounding like he knows me forever in his smses. Very very strange. Cranberry and blueberry can attest to that. Wish that i got someone and just tell that fella to bug off cos I am no substitute in any freakin way!

I miss some people more than I wish to. I miss blossom, i miss ah beng. heck, and to think that i just spoke to ah beng on the phone earlier in the evening.

Feeling tired but man, I must stay awake! And slept last night and in return, i got alot of work not done. Will try not to sleep tonight.

It is gonna be along night.. and i still need to figure our mu comment box!

In a sleepy little daze
had my subway breakfast and berry tea
hate waiting for the use of the computers
and my work is piling high
miss the visit to mermaid bar
and ride up into the sky
wish i had a someone to call now
and just chat the day away
but now i need to work work work
in front of the screen i now will slave

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call me crazy but man, this is one of the worst mondays ever. i cannot seem to get started to work. a whole weekend of doing nothing (a first since months, really!) has resulted in me being very very lethargic!

wonder what i shall have for lunch.. hmm....

SWEET HOME SINGAPURA!

Yesterday was fine, waking up late, starting work late. It all felt good. new staff new staff at fort. Turns out Vanessa is my OLGC junior, and jessamine is one of the girls i got to know at the SIA training back in 1999!

Voice over was ok, Buttercup kept making fun of me and someone else. I do not know how things wil go but oh well. Someone sent me smses that made me smile. -grin-

After work went to hang out at Cool Deck to find Franco. In the end, i went back to another little hideout on the island and blossom sent me home. Very sweet.

Today was good, woke up a little late again, and made an appointment at Nail Valley. Thanks to 4 lovely peeps - ryna, alvin, jessica and yuling!! I had a manicure, pedicure and a spa indulgence treatment for my feet! And being a berry, what better treatment to request for other than a... Strawberry Fields Spa Treatment! Hit it off straight with the staff, Hui Hui, and the luxurious treatment was more than i could have asked for! Thanks babes and hunk, for the lovely birthday gift! *admires nice smelling strawberry feet with pretty dark red polish*

Chatting with Dandelion now, and my gosh! My salsa instructor is getting married! -beams- I just love love love weddings!

and a funny thing today ~ was smsing cranberry and she sent this:

"i'm making chicken tour for neo."

I read the sms and laughed my head off!!

Well that's it people, now i need to start on some work and then if i have the time, to work on the blog template! love love love everyone!

Last night was crazy!

Berries being berries, we went out to a exclusive little place called mermaid bar to meet some 'steaks', as cranberry calls them. =p

It was all pure fun, and the berries had our share of 'live' reality telly, highly entertaining! eng calls cranberry marilyn monloe, and neo now says that I have a low raspy voice like demi moore! how crazy can our darling steaks be?

took a ride down to km8, as they had a mission on hand. and boy, we could have auditioned for the circus i tell you! 5 steaks and 2 berries in a small vehicle! total madness! of cos someone had to potect the berries from being harmed during such a dangerous mission, and so a steak happily settled between the berries. (must think of a name)

So not much later, we parted ways, but not before performing another circus act! imagine the same amount of steaks and berries crammed into another vehicle, this time filled with many oh so precious gadgets! lots of screaing and cursing i must say!

so the berries parted ways, each having either eng or neo for company on the way home. the best thing was, both berries both had burgers!

and the night out was great, i slept soundly and am looking forward to another trip to mermaid bar, and hopefully to km8.

gosh i love being a berry!

Yesterday was certainly a wonderful day to be on the island. It was warm, not hot. Just a little toasty, with a breeze, and Mr. sun was kind enough not to shine its rays down on us too brightly.

The bus ride back to work was nice. Sitting on the green line bus, Ross and i just could not help but take a little ride in such lovely and calming weather.

Of late, the whole topic about relationships have come up again. It is true that I wish to have that special someone to turn to, and to care for, but it is not up to me to decide whether i want to find that someone. If it happens it happens i suppose.

In relation with that, i must say that i am a lucky girl. It's true that many girls on the island are more or less well taken care of by our male colleagues. Though I am not the only one to have such 'TLC' from our guys, this place is one palce I feel really loved and pampered. Waking up this morning to a screen of sms-es, all nothing but pure concern for me from my island friends. Ah, such are the things worth waking up to.

But that does not mean that i do not treasure the rest of you. You guys mean alot to me. But i guess that the internship has eaten up alot of my time, and energy. Days off are spent in school or completing things that need to be done.

nowadays, i just wish that i had more than 24 hours in a day. heh.

Ok, doing htis in the office.. totally illegal haha but there ain't a soul here other than us berries~

21st birthday party: had a FAnTASTIc time! and man, thanks to all for coming! i hope u guys enjoyed urself ya? lots of pretty gifts too!!! thank you so much dears!

FOY: Doing voice overs aint as easy as it seems but gettin the hang of it!

Lifesaving cpompettion: Went to support Sentosa's own beach patrol darlings!!! not bad guys! woohoo!! and did i mention that i made more frens now? =)

ok.. hm... not much time to do type much now.

a littl;e burnt from the day at the beach but it was worth it i tell you. fun with the guys and supportin them. pity i had to leave earlier to go to work.

Happy national day everyone! (Freak wish i was a motivator this yr as well.. but oh well.)