Sometimes I wonder if my mind's messed up.

I guess it is.

For the better in the future, I need to change.

Change - something everyone resolutes to do in a new year.

This new year has begun with some shaky issues and now I know I need to wake up and fight for what I want.

All I ask is for you to be there for me, to help me through this, to be proud of me at the end of it all.