Despite my unhappiness the recent years with regards to matters close to heart, I think it will take me a lot of courage to take this giant leap of faith.
Since my return, I have come to realise how alot of things in my life are not I once viewed them to be. The people and relations I treasured seemed to be very easily broken, whereas people I hardly knew became the ones I turned to alot. Perhaps it's because I am not in the working force like everyone else, perhaps I cannot understand the changes in everyone, but some close to me have become hard to understand, let alone remain close to.
I am saddened by the lost of some said friendships; people whom I have thought will walk this path of life with me in the decades to come. I guess change (and loss) at some point in life is inevitable, and it's always better to move on.
People change as the years go by. Maybe it is harder to maintain close ties with loved ones when we don't constantly meet. So I thank the friends from all my various circles who still take the time to text me, meet me and understand me, especially during my difficult times. At the same time, I too thank these friends for thinking of me every so often to go out to have fun. Those moments of laughter are things I will treasure in the years to come.
On another note, things are started to look a little better. I'm hoping to complete some of my goals by next week if possible. After that, it will be time to go through the clutter and spring clean!
